The malignant yeast Spirits

Those who know me know that I managed to quit the worst types of addictions all by myself, without any outside help. The worst was a lorazepam addiction that Big Pharma put in my stomach as ‘help to get off the alcohol’. So I did seek help at the time, and got an extra addiction from the men in white coats.

The withdrawal from these substances is more intense than the withdrawal from heroin. So there was a man in a white coat who copied and pasted information in the school desks for a number of years who thought that prescribing such a drug to me was a good idea, even though I am obviously sensitive to addictions.

Do you know why drugs are so white? It is because they are bleached with titanium dioxide. It is a proven carcinogen. When I pointed this out to my current doctor and told her that this substance is still used to ‘whiten’ medicines, all I got was a dazed look and no answer. I find that very strange. It does not indicate anything positive: it indicates an indifference that should not be felt at all by a doctor.

The research I am doing for my mushroom book requires me to read medical studies and reports. In the course of this research, I again came across a ‘whitener’: flour is bleached with the chemical Alloxan and guess who uses it? Scientists who want to cause diabetes in mice and rats in no time. Our flour is nice and white, very important. We are deliberately made ill and kept ill.

Yesterday, after a yeast-free week, I ate currants covered in chocolate. I noticed that this snack made me terribly sick, even though I had bought it as an alternative to crisps.

Bingo, then. The spirit of yeast previously shadowed this observation. I felt exactly the same, but it was as if it was happening in the room next to me. Now, however, I feel it without that intoxication, and so I have restored my relationship with my original body.

Alcohol and yeast are two sides of the same coin. The parasitic powers are working with baker’s yeast to try and get it to produce intoxicating substances (opiates/thc). Anyone who wants sustainable crowd control must have something that can reach everyone. Yeast is such an extremely useful tool.

Sourdough bread then? Well, that too is made, I think, with that same flour bleached with Alloxan. My approach is rather to replace bread, flour and yeast with mushrooms, so that I eat what the original humans mainly ate: nuts, fruit, tree products and mushrooms.

Last year, I spent a substantial part of my time in primeval forests. Many people have never been to a primeval forest and therefore have no idea how different such forests are from our ‘engineered’ forests. There is a special kind of silence that can only be captured in primeval forests, it is a silence that can only be created by giant, ancient trees.

Each tree must regain the right to live its full life. The destruction of the most precious species of silence must be stopped immediately, as well as the pollution of groundwater with all kinds of dirty pills and drugs whose only purpose is to create dependencies for a parasitic, evil power. If you want to help nature don’t ‘fight against the climate’ but rather grant trees the same rights humans have.

Mountains, giants and mushrooms – in this fairytale-like collection, magic whirls and swirls, yet another reality breaks through as well – the whole world turned into The Shining, and the pilgrimage to Szymborska’s grave, a simple stone in Krakow, fails at the last minute; a journey without check marks across sixteen national borders to his daughter, however, succeeds. In its combination of fairy-tale nature, historical background and eerily topical reality, this collection of poems is Benders’ best since he lost count.


You have no time to read this, but that is because you are no longer human. If something of the original person were still alive in you, the old mycelia of childhood, then you would learn a lot from this book, indeed, with its magical knowledge, it might become your most useful possession. A book about the human imagination, and how it managed to get into the iron grip of trans-dimensional cockroaches. Furthermore, there are also magical tips to substantially improve your life and your time acceleration, and M.H.H. Benders also makes light-hearted mincemeat of the entire Dutch literature, what more could you want!

If you don’t want to crawl around mars like a cyber insect under a scrubbed boot – which is on the agenda – then you’d do well to read this book.

The first collected work of Martinus Hendrikus Hogervorst-Benders comprises no fewer than 712 pages and weighs in at least 1.4 kilos in thin print. It is the most ambitious collection written in the last thirty years, and certainly one of the highlights of Dutch literature as a whole, in line with Snoek and van de Woestijne. Anyone with a heart for literature and who wants to read an ambitious book brimming with cast-iron poems instead of yet another typical Dutch-language ‘masterpiece’ will be delighted with the purchase of this brick.

The Microdose Bible is the worlds most comprehensive and complete oversight of mind altering substances, teacher plants and mushrooms. Dutch mycologist and philosopher M.H.H.Benders takes you on a magical journey full of wonder about what teachers nature has to offer. Includes the Psychosupersum, a guide that describes all known mental disorders and offers wisdom for their treatment. 

This book will be published end of 2022.